my chemtsastical life

after the problems at school he had this bad rep for beating the shit out of people if they hurt me or talked bad about him.

soon we found more emo punk like friends to hang out with i started to skateboard and he played in a band he played the gutair.

we both had thing we did we always found time for each other so we never had any bad problems.

well we didnt till his parents saw me and were not the happyest they ever had been. 

i herd shane yelling at them that he loved me and would never get rid of me....

Those words i wish were true and would have never left his mouth at the same time he came back out and said we were going back to the place we loved.

 we went out to the same place we met no not the basement but a place we called moon light only because the moon light was always seen.

the thing we didnt like was the cops around they saw us and chaed after us shane told me to get up the fence but i knew he didnt like to climb that much and i could do it well.

you go first i told him he took me by the the hands and said he would get out of here to he wanted me to go.

i jump the fence and he was on the other side i looked back and saw two men full grown take him down no i screamed the loudest i ever herd my self scream.

he said i love you and thoes words hung in the air like the fog.

I miss the way his hair would blow in the wind the way it would go across my face.

It would just skim the top of my noes and he wouldnt even try to brush it away.

Then we would get into the house and he would push it from his face and look at me he would give me on the check or the lips depened on how he felt.

Then we would get to school and he would go into defense mode and would hide me from everyone that wanted to hurt me.

That was people like mean teachers kids that didnt get us and other things that could take me from him.

The guy im talking about is Shane he was the boy i was in love with he was the one that i held dear to me.

Our love started when we both were out at our friends house and him and his grilfriend left us.

We had to find something to talk about so i asked if he skated.

He perked up when I asked him he said yes i do you do to yep I said.

we left the house and hit the skate park after we went skating he took me to this place that he found awhile ago.

He took me by the hand and pulled me to the end of a cliff I looked out it was the most beautiful thing ive ever seen.

Then it happened he looked into my eyes and his face got closer and closer i could feel his breath and it seemed like he was scared.

His lips touched mines and from that moment on thats was when we loved each other and were never going to be apart.

   The day school started we had almost the same classes we would always be with each other.

Shane was always near me and would never let me go he didn't want anything or anyone to harm me in anyway.

He had kinda changed over the summer he grew  his hair out more so it would run across his face.

Over the week I didn't see him he got a lip ring and I loved it a lot.

Kids would make fun of him for the way he looked  he was very  mean to them back.

One time when some smaller kid said he was just some punk emo loser he flipped out on the kid.

He punched in his face and beat the kid dead(not rely thats just my thought).

Next thing i see when i walk into the office is Shane sitting in a chair all mad with his hair all messed up.

The way his hair was all messed up i like it that way it was like that when the wind blew and he didn't mind it what so ever.

From then on i knew our love was true and that we would be with each other forever.

Current Location: computer room
Current Mood: touched
Current Music: emo

mcr,mychemicalromance,my chem i could just go on about how much i love this band and now you must here it.
my chem is a band from nj and are one of the sickest bands ever they rox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
ive known about them for about 3 years now they still rox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
my fave cd is bullets the one song i like is vampires will never hurt you it so roxs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
the one thing i hate is girls who say they like the band but only cause of the guys(even if they r hot) thats the only thing they like that dumb some girls have problems lol they do we shouldnt make fun of them ... but what the hell we should ha ha ha ha ha ha ha but back to mcr they rox thats all i got to say right now well me and mime went to see them they roxed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we miss them now we want to see them again we cant wait....bye now gwen :D

Current Location: work
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: mcr

ok now one thing that needs to be talked about is that bob bryar doesnt get enough fan girls.
its true poor bob but see hes the kinda behind the camra kinda guy so meybe he doesnt like to have fan girls but yet he needs them hes the less loved of the band we cant leave him out.
so now we all must start to "sbbsp" sopport bob bryars solo project so he knows hes still loved by us not just a drummer and who could hate bobit hes so cool.
so now my goal in life is to make sure bob gets love bye now...gwen :D
we must love him

Current Location: work yes i work
Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: mcr

i have this banner that says i dont suffer from addiction to frank iero i enjoy every second of it but see then i have it where its good im not into bad things at least im into good things then again i could go very crazy if i was to see frankie in real life but still another thing poped up into my head what about pete wentz i love him to so realy theres only one thing that can come out of this and its that im one of the most daranged people in the world and that in also i weird person but thats what makes me good and i wrote this at school so i was board but i had to do something so i wrote this : D bye now.....gwen

Current Location: kalamazoo mi
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: still radio

my blog is pretty much my random thoughts that i dont tell most people but write down and im going to put them in this but before you start to read half my thoughts you should know im a very daranged person im addicted to my chemical romance frankie iero and fall out boy not to add pete wentz but yet my thoughts r very funny to so just plz read hale the stuff i write it would make me fell good : D bye now....gwen

Current Location: kalamazoo mi
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: radio